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ONCE UPON A TIME...."
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| nycdoctor |
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| Relationship Type: |
Marriage Minded |
| Any Children: |
No |
| Future Children: |
Yes |
| Profile Region: |
34 |
| Live in: |
New York, NY, |
| Member Gender: |
Male |
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| Member ID: |
58971 |
| Age: |
39
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| Occupation: |
DOCTOR |
| Ethnicity: |
White |
| Religion: |
Not Religious |
| Height: |
5' 7" |
| Weight: |
130 |
| Eyes: |
Brown |
| Hair: |
Black |
| Marital Status: |
Single |
| Education Level: |
PhD |
| Smoke: |
No |
| Drink: |
Yes, socially |
| Recent Activity: |
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| Seeking: |
Female |
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| Once upon a time, I thought that work and career were the "hard" parts of life to figure out, and that the personal side of things would fall neatly and more or less automatically into place. Oops. This assumption has left me with a great career, along with my family and all the friends I've gathered along the way. Which is kind of a lot to have already, if you think about it. But, being a selfish glutton, now I want the rest of the perfect life. Living in NY, having a great job, friends and family, AND BEING IN LOVE. .How many times have I sat in Starbucks drinking coffee and watching happy couples come and go, on their way to the park, or a movie, oblivious to how happy and how lucky they have it. I looking around at others, wondering what they have. Have they settled? I wonder why I can't find that kind of happiness and contentment. What's wrong with me? I'm smart, successful, handsome, funny, and strong, and yet... I'm lost. So often I am taking that taxi, cab ride home watching the city speed by, after some triumphant moment and it is just so empty to have no one to share it with. I can't settle for something that doesn't feel like a perfect fit. I want to be in love, and I want to be loved.But obviously not with just anyone. I can have that. What I want is to look across a crowed room, and not see anyone else other than "her." I want to be excited all the time to be with her, or simply talk. And I want to talk for hours and hours, about everything and nothing. I want to share every thought, dream, feeling and experience. I want a phone call in the middle of the night, just because she wants me. I want to trust with my whole heart, and be trusted. I want her to understand my moods and feelings, and respect my privacy and solitude when I need it. I don't want to have everything in common with her. I want us to each bring new things to the other to share.
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