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Male
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loving boy
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| batusai |
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| Relationship Type: |
Dating |
| Any Children: |
No |
| Future Children: |
Yes |
| Profile Region: |
0 |
| Live in: |
davao city, 00, |
| Member Gender: |
Male |
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| Member ID: |
69896 |
| Age: |
22
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| Occupation: |
student |
| Ethnicity: |
Asian |
| Religion: |
Catholic |
| Height: |
5' 7" |
| Weight: |
130 |
| Eyes: |
Black |
| Hair: |
Brown |
| Marital Status: |
Single |
| Education Level: |
College |
| Smoke: |
No |
| Drink: |
Yes, socially |
| Recent Activity: |
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| Seeking: |
Female |
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| just as i wanna be,here are the thoughts in my mind how would i describe my self as the REAL ME in the battle of life:
after all the pain i've been through,a ray of sunshine finally burst into my window. thanks guys.I believe it now.
If it's bitter at the start,then it's sweeter in the end.
i had my 2nd chance and i won't let it go this time.No more playing around, no more joking around, especially with love.A perfect individual that match my barcode.
i cannot live what i am yesterday for the life of tommorrow.
i'm going absolutely insane.i put myself in a jeopardy,a situation where i cannot control the me inside and loss in a power that were overpowered me and turned into us.
only this time. let me have it. that moment that is mine. this time i'm gonna keep it to myself.It makes me want to hurt myself again. just left me alone together.I know this is no coincidence. this happen for a reason. i find an accurate copy, a blue print of the pleasure in me. a state of emergency, how beautiful to be. my state of emergency: this is where i want to be...I always feel good whenever I meet a friend from years back who would tell me I look much better before. This compliment is especially appreciated when I know deep inside that I have truly grown not only physical but emotionally as well.These encounter always bring me back to a time when I was confronted by a friend with a simple penetrating questions..."Are you happy?" I found my self stunned, unable to answer for sometime.I wish I could fake a smile reply affirmatively to his query.But I could not.It was then I realized that happiness does not merely consist of a life filled with activities,no matter how noble.I began unburdening myself to my friend regarding the reasons for my unhappiness.I took the risk of showing him what was happening inside me which until then had been securely masked by facade of an active life.I confronted some truths about myself with him. As I faced myself honestly and recounted my own little story, I came to realize that i am not full... |
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